If a poem is a body
and desire is more than a
word, then I desire the body
of this poem, standing beyond these
words, naked, unwritten, teasing me by
addressing you, reader, judge and executioner
of my will, which I am
writing in public, counting to six
and watching lines pair, as I
want to experience this body of
writing word by word. If it
exhibits crime by writing learnedly ventilator,
it is to give you pleasure,
and an irrational return on your
reading investment, where eye- and back-
strain are real risks, not to
mention savage boredom at the evocation
of untoward echoes, a kitchen counter's
speckled formica unintentionally calling up flecks
of blood on prehistoric cave walls
or poorly washed floors in government
basements. A poem should offer steady
increases in meaning for the foreseeable
future; it could skyrocket like Impressionism
in the eighties. Poetry is a
pyramid scheme, an inverted one, whose
point flickers as I breathe, and
whose base is pinnacled, so to
speak, in the sky--technically, in
the intense inane: the concentrated vacuum
of linguistic openness. From that utopia,
along paths invisible to the present,
the roofless malls of a biomorphic
future earth will descend, offering test-sites
for syntax exhibitionists and narrative flashpoints
for weather fetishists--at least that's
what I was taught in school:
April is the cruelest month, breeding
lilacs out of the dead land,
mixing memory and desire. I remember
sitting in front of rectangular walls
and pages, occasionally identifying with the
revealed meanings but more often losing
myself in the distances. I learned
that there are two l's in
cruellest, neither one the same; two
e's; an r, a u, an
s, a c; and a t:
some of the more evocative letters
in our arsenal of weaned sound,
endlessly murmuring their second generation truths.
The same lives and difference kills
and names it, that's how history
continues pronouncing this. The woman still
has a penis, but this penis
is no longer the same penis.
Something else has, so to speak,
been appointed its successor. The rise
of the intellectual fits in here,
but nobody can say exactly where
without the exactitude being guaranteed institutionally,
which then generates the problem of
an institution to report home to,
be in bed with, however chastely,
and to rise above in dreams.
In the focused but hypnotic specificity
of the self, the setting might
involve the dark tents of innumerable
students surrounding an illuminated opera house,
a nipple of light commanded by
the heights of the dream vantage.
Inside, the audience's employment is sacrificed
on performance night for the salvation
of the professionals. I celebrate myself,
and sing myself, and what I
assume you shall assume: a world,
whose collective eyes, tuned to mutually
provocative codes of pleasure, drop tears
as fast as the Arabian trees
their med'cinable gum. Set you down
this, and don't forget to specify
the funding lines to guarantee both
the kinks and the articulation of
the culture rubdowns that will, as
you say, somehow or other generate
those skyey malls I'm sure we're
all anxious to check out just
as soon as they're up and
running. But now, when we squint
upwards, bright bands of UV fall
from the air, irradiating the spectrum
and making national colors glow fiercely.
Not like the old days when
Kuwait or Chile or Guatemala would
play strip-poker in the Smiths' treehouse--
well into the darkness--with emergent
bodies, provocatively foreign, offering glimpses of
geopolitical omnipotence. The bluffing would grow
droll, like playing croquet with swan
eggs--the trajectories were amusing. What
rough beast, its hour come round
at last, slouches toward Jerusalem to
be born? Poetry has been moved
to aisle 12, between the get-well
cards and the pantyhose. Consumers are
understandably tentative. No entertainment epic without
its penumbra of bombs, potholes, belly-up
malls, the barely biographic world where
private poems struggle towards print, out
of a forgettable compost of dim
photographs of the Butler Art Gallery
anxiously snapped in the small rain
of childhood. Memory's verdict is not
guilty, not even there, but the
trial will reconvene tomorrow under blind,
bright sun. The aesthetic forecast calls
for site-specific landfills, while the headlines
define legibility, hurling the first and
biggest stone every morning, smashing glass
houses anew in a song cycle
of entranced voyeurism, clear as a
Senate hearing witnessed by Clark Kent's
x-ray vision. One among others, itself
an other, this body has for
its world the dissed unplanned indies
of the new world order, a
perfect climate and exploding market for
resentment, giving irony an endlessly second
chance to dart its forked tongue
over the sky, covering it with
an Art Deco card of ocher,
pyramidal clouds. Media ladles empty into
the slots every hour as crackdowns
leave deserts to dry in Milwaukee,
Baghdad, St. Petersburg. People starve, while
private lives hunger for significance. Preludes,
Probes and Infinities, Patriots and Wild
Weasels form fast-moving walls of feedback
and commercial self-criticism in the republic
where self-evident bodies stand for nothing
not personally buyable. Art conspiracies wither
on vines as they dangle deep
in the economic understory, or they
fall into categories crude as ashtrays
brought home from clay class. Each
word here is a survivor of
the editorial glare of the biological
father typing letters in the light,
mutagenic present, hoping and fearing to
find absolute resemblance. This nest of
non-natural sounds is the mother of
its own expression, gilding its words
with the sprechtstimme of reading, birdlike
pronunciation in the wreathed trellis of
a working brain on streets where
construction's hand is ever at its
bloodless lips, bidding adieu, adios, sayonara.
While I write, I can watch
this far, unrecognizable cry from direct
desire stand in these lines in
the edge of the paper ocean,
the swirl of infotainment and toxic
profit-taking foaming over its ankles and
sucking back. Then it plunges, objectified.