from Virtual Reality



      A BODY

      If a poem is a body
      and desire is more than a

      word, then I desire the body
      of this poem, standing beyond these

      words, naked, unwritten, teasing me by
      addressing you, reader, judge and executioner

      of my will, which I am
      writing in public, counting to six

      and watching lines pair, as I
      want to experience this body of

      writing word by word. If it
      exhibits crime by writing learnedly ventilator,

      it is to give you pleasure,
      and an irrational return on your

      reading investment, where eye- and back-
      strain are real risks, not to

      mention savage boredom at the evocation
      of untoward echoes, a kitchen counter's

      speckled formica unintentionally calling up flecks
      of blood on prehistoric cave walls

      or poorly washed floors in government
      basements. A poem should offer steady

      increases in meaning for the foreseeable
      future; it could skyrocket like Impressionism

      in the eighties. Poetry is a
      pyramid scheme, an inverted one, whose

      point flickers as I breathe, and
      whose base is pinnacled, so to

      speak, in the sky--technically, in
      the intense inane: the concentrated vacuum

      of linguistic openness. From that utopia,
      along paths invisible to the present,

      the roofless malls of a biomorphic
      future earth will descend, offering test-sites

      for syntax exhibitionists and narrative flashpoints
      for weather fetishists--at least that's

      what I was taught in school:
      April is the cruelest month, breeding

      lilacs out of the dead land,
      mixing memory and desire. I remember

      sitting in front of rectangular walls
      and pages, occasionally identifying with the

      revealed meanings but more often losing
      myself in the distances. I learned

      that there are two l's in
      cruellest, neither one the same; two

      e's; an r, a u, an
      s, a c; and a t:

      some of the more evocative letters
      in our arsenal of weaned sound,

      endlessly murmuring their second generation truths.
      The same lives and difference kills

      and names it, that's how history
      continues pronouncing this. The woman still

      has a penis, but this penis
      is no longer the same penis.

      Something else has, so to speak,
      been appointed its successor. The rise

      of the intellectual fits in here,
      but nobody can say exactly where

      without the exactitude being guaranteed institutionally,
      which then generates the problem of

      an institution to report home to,
      be in bed with, however chastely,

      and to rise above in dreams.
      In the focused but hypnotic specificity

      of the self, the setting might
      involve the dark tents of innumerable

      students surrounding an illuminated opera house,
      a nipple of light commanded by

      the heights of the dream vantage.
      Inside, the audience's employment is sacrificed

      on performance night for the salvation
      of the professionals. I celebrate myself,

      and sing myself, and what I
      assume you shall assume: a world,

      whose collective eyes, tuned to mutually
      provocative codes of pleasure, drop tears

      as fast as the Arabian trees
      their med'cinable gum. Set you down

      this, and don't forget to specify
      the funding lines to guarantee both

      the kinks and the articulation of
      the culture rubdowns that will, as

      you say, somehow or other generate
      those skyey malls I'm sure we're

      all anxious to check out just
      as soon as they're up and

      running. But now, when we squint
      upwards, bright bands of UV fall

      from the air, irradiating the spectrum
      and making national colors glow fiercely.

      Not like the old days when
      Kuwait or Chile or Guatemala would

      play strip-poker in the Smiths' treehouse--
      well into the darkness--with emergent

      bodies, provocatively foreign, offering glimpses of
      geopolitical omnipotence. The bluffing would grow

      droll, like playing croquet with swan
      eggs--the trajectories were amusing. What

      rough beast, its hour come round
      at last, slouches toward Jerusalem to

      be born? Poetry has been moved
      to aisle 12, between the get-well

      cards and the pantyhose. Consumers are
      understandably tentative. No entertainment epic without

      its penumbra of bombs, potholes, belly-up
      malls, the barely biographic world where

      private poems struggle towards print, out
      of a forgettable compost of dim

      photographs of the Butler Art Gallery
      anxiously snapped in the small rain

      of childhood. Memory's verdict is not
      guilty, not even there, but the

      trial will reconvene tomorrow under blind,
      bright sun. The aesthetic forecast calls

      for site-specific landfills, while the headlines
      define legibility, hurling the first and

      biggest stone every morning, smashing glass
      houses anew in a song cycle

      of entranced voyeurism, clear as a
      Senate hearing witnessed by Clark Kent's

      x-ray vision. One among others, itself
      an other, this body has for

      its world the dissed unplanned indies
      of the new world order, a

      perfect climate and exploding market for
      resentment, giving irony an endlessly second

      chance to dart its forked tongue
      over the sky, covering it with

      an Art Deco card of ocher,
      pyramidal clouds. Media ladles empty into

      the slots every hour as crackdowns
      leave deserts to dry in Milwaukee,

      Baghdad, St. Petersburg. People starve, while
      private lives hunger for significance. Preludes, Probes and Infinities, Patriots and Wild
      Weasels form fast-moving walls of feedback

      and commercial self-criticism in the republic
      where self-evident bodies stand for nothing

      not personally buyable. Art conspiracies wither
      on vines as they dangle deep

      in the economic understory, or they
      fall into categories crude as ashtrays

      brought home from clay class. Each
      word here is a survivor of

      the editorial glare of the biological
      father typing letters in the light,

      mutagenic present, hoping and fearing to
      find absolute resemblance. This nest of

      non-natural sounds is the mother of
      its own expression, gilding its words

      with the sprechtstimme of reading, birdlike
      pronunciation in the wreathed trellis of

      a working brain on streets where
      construction's hand is ever at its

      bloodless lips, bidding adieu, adios, sayonara.
      While I write, I can watch

      this far, unrecognizable cry from direct
      desire stand in these lines in

      the edge of the paper ocean,
      the swirl of infotainment and toxic

      profit-taking foaming over its ankles and
      sucking back. Then it plunges, objectified.